Its funny how much your feelings can change in a matter of 48 hours... Anger suits me well. I'm ok losing myself in it cause unlike you, its real. //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I'm glad I'm over you as a friend. You wouldn't have anything to offer me. Your lack of self esteem, makes you impossible to defend. I'll be better off when I scrape your wretched stench off of my skin. You have made your bed, but you didn't have to be a liar in it. I guess it would be hard to keep your story straight, When, a web of lies is all you know how to spin. As you continue to weave. "I am beauty, and beauty is me." You keep telling yourself lies. Hoping someday you can believe. The saddest thing is, that it used to ring true. But now you're just a pompous bitch, tryin to get rich. So turn that trick, or two. Make sure to file down the mountains of people, who love you. Lie some more and claim you're over it, to keep you path slick. Cause at this point you don't need a man, you just want a stiff dick. But don't let you're facade crumble. Of peace, love, and monitoring carbon footprints. Cause I have seen you true maker and he is nothing but a self-centered hot-headed prick. I know, cause when I tried to put your pieces back together for some reason they wouldn't stick. I looked through your breast and discovered you were heartless. I now long for the day I'm convinced you don't exist. Cause if there is one thing you have taught me, Its that ignorance is bliss... O and that no matter what happens, never.trust.a.bitch.... //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// For real though, the first time he hits you let me know.

I remember where I was when I realized God was just a hoax. I came to the conclusion he was invented with good intentions and forged in hope It wasn't till later his idea became manipulated, perverted for profit by men in cheap coats I realized this when I found out that true undying love does indeed exist And its more than just an emotion, it is in fact a mental illness I know this, cause I'm stuck head deep in it. You see there is this girl who for the past few months has done nothing to earn or retain my respect Yet, she is Lord of my actions, and I praise her with every single breath. I preach her sonnets, of rest I have only experienced nuzzled to her chest but she won't listen or talk to me, and this is the reason alone. I fear death. If I die now, I die her nuisance For she doesn't see my movement as prudent Rather stupid, and ruthless. But I am neither of those When men experience true devastation they have been known rip their cloths This I know, for your bible tells me so. And this love is illogical, ill rational, but I assure you it's real. I wrestled it for months, and nothing changes how I feel. But its certain that no one deservers a love like this. Not a rat, child, saint, and especially not a bitch. no, you don't get to call her that What? I'm just standing up for you Matt Say it again, and I swear to your God, I'll break your spineless back. Too many people fall into this trap I know she's not defending me but our love never went tit for tat You see, she was smarter than me, and loved with a rational mind Its been proven by her ability to fall out of love with me. Time after time after time. I foolishly loved with all I had, and became to attached and when I signed that lease, I knew there was no looking back cause that lease was more than a piece of paper. To me It was our contract. To look forward to our future and let the past stay the past. I should have know that even though she said forever, Her love would never last. Its happened before, her love has come up lost. Forsaken by everlasting love, as she nailed me to the cross. Martyred, with nothing to gain but the solace that when I died she suffered no loss. As she swung her insults, and her purity rubbed off. My blood for her happiness, dripping of life I payed the cost you see Jesus Christ is just an authors allusion, of love So I will let it die, snuffed out. Deprived of oxygen. Knowing when the time is right it will resurrect and breath again. Then, when she has her doubts and starts to question. I will expose the scars on my back, and let her put her fingers though the holes left in my skin Know full well when this is over, you shall be forgiven. For God is love, and I, I am him.